Rape

Welcome Back everybody! I have a post today that I think you will all enjoy reading very much! I'm going to start putting money towards wix to finally get recognized. Now that I have a job. I also have 12 items so people don't get to bored.

So this article is named Rape probably not for underage kids. But Guess what...? It's happening to underage kids. I was 8 when I touched my first "pickle". At my age that's what I thought it was. But in my first foster home at 8, he (the first time) taught me what it actually was. It didn't stop there. Next was their cousin. He taught me how to kiss and took away my special thing that you're supposed to save as an adult. My virginity. I finally got put back home with my biological parents. They weren't bad parents, we were just horrible kids. They were only trying to teach us. We took advantage of them not knowing the adult life. My brother got us kicked away from our parents again, it was all his fault. He took away my savior. MY MOM! Who saved me from being touched by my grandmother from birth till the age of 7. So yea my life wasn't the greatest. But did anyone take the time to get to know this child who was crying for help? NO! Instead more people took advantage of her.

So our next foster home, where unfortunately we got adopted because they were promised more money to adopt us. Why you might ask? Because nobody wants to adopt kids who know what they went through life as. We weren't bad kids, we just weren't wanted. I'm sorry boy am I wrong. My brothers were wanted. I was not. So in this new foster home. I was raped again. By who? You might be asking... Welp no other than the foster dad. Did it still stop there? HELL NO! It went on for a year or 2. Before I decided to speak up about the truth. In 7th grade to one of my best friends. She told me to tell a teacher. May I remind you, I'm still in the foster system. They found out because I told the school. They threatened to tear me and my brother away. At that age he was my younger brother and we had been through a lot already as it was. So I decided to back down from my story. Everyone called me a liar. No one wanted to believe me. So I wanted people to believe me. So I had said it again. The end of my 7th grade year. Nobody heard me, nobody was listening to me. So they put me in a summer school all summer to help me. Little did they know stuff like this don't leave your mind. 8th grade I was adopted.

Now they had an older daughter who had 2 kids (that I knew about also in the foster home) adopted niece and a nephew. But little did I know until this past summer that she also has 1 possibly 2 more kids in the same house. So I grew up thinking I wasn't alone in the house the only one being adopted. But here it was just my brother and I of 4 other kids all to this one older daughter, who can't even take care of 1! What a shocker. So she has this husband who is a DJ. I was awake one night and I went over to him because I couldn't sleep. He was getting a music list ready for a wedding or party the next day. Little did I know I was getting involved in yet again another rape. Wow my life, right? So moving forward he took me into their kitchen and showed me how to give a blowjob. What, wait? YES! You read me right! A blowjob. So I went into a depressed stage. That was sometime in 7th grade. Because he told me he loved me, and I became obsessed with him. Again being young. You want truth well you got it! When I came out about the foster dad. He thought I was going to say something about him. We went on tons of DJ trips together. Something always happened. But it always happened so fast. I wouldn't remember the details cause I just wanted it to be over. But I was used to it, so I let it happen. I have so much hate at this point. But I don't care. I've been holding all of this back for way to long! People need to finally here me and the truth! Anyways, so I became prettier, and more confident because I finally felt wanted. In all the wrong ways. So I still let it continue. I had sex with the foster brother who is possibly related to this messed up family. So thanks CYS! If I get the chance to screw you guys over for not protecting kids! I will. This will get around the world one day. I will sue! I don't have money or a lawyer yet, but I will someday!

So from here on it, if anyone has any questions, come to me and you will hear the truth! My wix will become noticed soon. So thanks for sticking around guys. I went way off topic recently, but glad I did. Cause I just needed this out to someone other than myself!

So my music choice for today is Lady Gaga. She has a song called "Til It Happens To You". So head on over to YouTube and check it out! I've been listening to this since it came out in 2015. Trust me it will take a toll on you. I'm just glad I have readers to hear me. So I'm finally not alone! So here's to hoping! Until next time!

-DJ_Amblissity