Closing Chapters

Hey Amblissity Gang,

Welcome back into a night in the blog world of Amblissity. Tonight I'm praying that this post reaches the right people. Tonight I want to talk about closing chapters. Recently I've watched a movie on Netflix called "Someone Great". I've seen this movie once before. Except this time, it hit differently. The first time I watched this movie it was because I was heartbroken. I was in a 7 1/2-year relationship. At first, I thought it was going to be amazing. At the age of 17 I thought he was my knight in shining armor. I was very much wrong. The relationship ended up to where he became an alcohol and became abusive towards me. That chapter of my life ended, and I never really closed the chapter. I only pushed it down inside and shut it out. I never really talked about it much. His family despised me because of the outcome. I called the cops on a night when I just had enough. Thrown on the ground, being told I would never amount to anything and that I would never have kids and be a proper parent because of my "immaturity". That crossed the line for me. I finally told him it was time to go home and stay home. We had closed our chapter in his eyes watching the movie "Frozen 2" Falling asleep to the movie telling each other we would finish it together that when we would meet again, we would finish the movie together. Later on, that year I had watched the movie with my family and finally had realized it was time to officially move on. So, in a way I closed that chapter but tonight in this blog is going to finally close every chapter from my past so I can move on and do better for my kids.

In 2020 during the pandemic, I did venture out to meet a guy. My best friend of now 20 years and I went to Virgina to meet him. Honestly, I have to admit it was an incredible journey. Truth be told in my mind it was just a fairytale. When it came to the truth and reality, it was just someone to get what they needed to make themselves happy. It's a chapter I will never not tell my kids about. They have to know that Momma has had her heart broken too. To that guy I know you're still around and I'm sorry that you lost a great opportunity. It was a great fairytale moment, but you proved it had to end. I will never forget you. Go on and be happy.

I don't really have a whole lot of people supporting me as much as I thought I did. But you know what that's okay with me. I only need one main supporter and that's God. He has me on the path that I need to be on, and I know that I'm going to be okay. I've been on the search all day for the right song. Listening to some Christan Music tonight and the right song hit me. I don't listen to a whole lot of Christian Music, but when I listen to it... I listen to it! Therefore, tonight's song is "No Doubt About It by We the Kingdom". I also had a lot of other chapters to close, but God already knows those chapters. I will keep blogging and vlogging. From here on out it'll only be about future stuff, nothing more of the past. I'm meant to keep moving on. As are the rest of you. I hope this song inspires you the way it inspired me.

As for the movie "Someone Great" it's about closing a chapter which not only inspired me, but it inspired a blog sooner than I thought was going to happen. I could have vlogged this new page, except this was meant to be typed and here on this blog. My fandom is growing and it can only go up from here. At least that's what I'm praying for. I only want to reach the right audience. I believe with the right audience I can be more inspired and help them be inspired as well. With all of that being said. I think that's it for this blog. Sit back, relax, and read on. As Always, Here's to Hoping!

Signing off.

DJ Amblissity