LIFE HAPPENS! #TIKTOK

Have you ever been through something that you NEVER thought you would be able to get through emotionally?

Hey Gang,

Welcome back to a night in the Blog world of Amblissity. Recently my life has been in a spiral. Things I would never thought would have happened to me has. A few examples I have been trying so hard to get my name changed, my man did something I never expected of him, but I am glad he did. It made our relationship strangely stronger. It even inspired me to start blogging again. I tried vlogging on TikTok but as we, all have dealt with. We know that TikTok will now never be the same. Secretly I blame Charli D’Amelio. For shaking her… everything all over the app, and then lying about the dance she stole. Once TikTok was removed for 24 hours. Then put back up everyone who was so positive on the app… DIPPED! LEFT! The half that stuck around only stuck around because of the life that they built with the app. We the people have not been as united as we were with the app before the government decided to steal our voices. Now everybody is going to suffer. Not just for losing content, and followers. Also for losing precious time. Time that it took to get the perfect video, the perfect transition, their growing attitudes. Everyone’s life was boosted by one another. The government failed to see that. They only saw us uniting as a front, and immediately said, TikTok is a threat. Well my voice is this; I believe the government is the real threat.

Moving on, I have not really done blogging in a couple of years. I got lazy because life took over. I hate to admit this, but I am officially 30 now. Yeahhhh… NEVER thought I would be saying that age this soon. I did nothing big for my 30th; my 30th was similar to my 21st. My 21st was just my ex and I going out to dinner and having a few alcoholic drinks. For my 30th birthday, I went out to dinner with my Blue Eyed Dream. Therefore, nothing in my life is extravagant. Although I do have people in my life who are encouraging me, helping me, and at the same time loving me for who I really truly am. With that being said, I have enough money to get myself a lawyer and I am getting my birth right name back.

As much as I would love to make my life a book. I have been posting it with you guys, and on TikTok.  I tried YouTube and I even ventured into even trying to be on a media podcast. I moved back in with my biological parents, because after my ex and I had officially split up, I had nothing. No self-esteem, very little motivation, and I was left heartbroken and empty. But! Do you think I left myself stay that way?! FU*K NO! I eventually picked myself back up and started life all over again. I was so afraid of what came next in my life, because I was getting ready to break a pattern. I not only found a new me. However, I also found my own new voice. I found a new job. I found my Blue Eyed Dream. I even ventured into trying something new. I left the new job I had for 4 years, and left for 3 months. To go to jail. It is a bit funny though because I always stated that I would either end up in jail first or become famous first. Looks like I got one right. You guys are probably thinking, “Wait, OMG Amblissity went to jail?!” HA! Nope! Jokes on you. I tried working there as a Corrections Officer, but I have emotions. While I was working there, I was told that you have to be emotionless. Whelp I love my emotions so that job just ended up not being for me. I left there to come back to my old job that I was at for 4 years. Now I’m loving this job all over again just in a different shift.

  Well I believe I have wrote enough for the night. All that I can possible think about that is in my current up to date life. I did write a decent amount, but then again this isn’t a book it’s a blog. Therefore, I’m not going to overwhelm you guys with too much in one night.  Some of you may be wondering why I started the blog with a question? I did this for you to answer in your own way/form. If any of you ever want to contact me. You can do so through TikTok, Facebook, YouTube, Instagram, Google reviews, or just Google in general. Everybody knows that my life isn’t as secret as you may personally think. All you have to do is open your eyes and mind. You will start seeing things through a new version, a different version. That you might actual like. You’ll find yourself seeing and hearing things you never actually thought you’d know.

  As for the song choice tonight, I am going to have to choose “Die with a Smile by Lady Gaga & Bruno Mars.” If you are asking why this song…

It is because I wanna die with a smile. No matter how I die, because I know I made my mark #amblissity!

As Always, Here’s to Hoping!

Signing off,

DJ Amblissity