Miracles Can Happen

Hey Amblissity Gang! How have you guys been lately?! I haven't posted a blog in a while but didn't realize that it's been a little over a year. I seem to only come around whenever I remember that I have a blog. This past year I've been so focused on my pregnancy! That's right you read that right! PREGNANCY!

Let's start there. I was told from roughly the age of 25 up until I turned 29 that I couldn't get pregnant. Until I turned 30 and surprisingly, I was pregnant. My blue-eyed dream and I got pregnant in February last year. I was shocked, scared, worried, but overall, very happy and excited! Fast forward to my Gender Reveal finding out I'm having a baby girl. My best friend Taylor threw me a Supernatural based theme. I was hoping for a boy. Given the theme. Although Supernatural also has badass females. Either way turns out I'm a girl Mom. Part of the girls' club. Fast forward to my Baby Shower. My 20-year lifelong best friend threw me "A Boo is almost due" theme baby shower. I didn't have a whole lot of people show up. TBH I'm kinda glad it wasn't over packed. I just wished that there were certain people there. That's another topic I don't want to get into. Then somewhere towards the end of the year I had my baby. It was a long and yet somehow quick pregnancy. I got through it with a whole lot of faith.

Moving along I got adopted back to my biological birth parents. Thank God! Speaking of God. I'm not going to push religion onto you. Along with this past year I have put my complete faith into God. He has helped me more than me trying to save myself. I was lost in this dark path in my life for so long. Having my daughter set off this bright light in my life. Because of her I shine brighter than the stars. I regretted my entire life up until I had her. She was my little miracle. If I didn't have put my faith into God, I have no idea where my life would be at today. All of everything you have read so far has led up to the reason why I'm writing this blog.

I was listening to music like I always do. Somehow one song stood out, which was a song I actually used in a blog when I started this gig. That song being "Gold by Britt Nicole". As I was listening to this song, I realized there are some things that you don't know about me. I'm not really sure who this post is going to reach. I just pray it reaches the right audience.

When I was in elementary school, as I had said in my blog at the very beginning of this I was raped as a child. On more than one occasion, sadly. Yes, it's true. I can almost give every detail. Disturbing... Isn't it? Minus that all of the adults who were supposed to help a child grow, be strong, independent, successful, and bright. Did the complete opposite. They failed me, made me feel like I was nothing. Made me regret I was even born. I cut myself in early high school, was depressed, and made out to feel like this big fat liar. Although I wasn't I just went along with the role people made me out to be. I never learned or could find myself, because I just had so much hate thrown my way. Then once I became an adult, I just got used to it. There were certain people who tried to help me. I was so broken that I even hurt them in the process. It took a long time to try and crawl out of that deep dark abyss. It took me most of my adult life. I never want to see my daughter go through what I did. I want her to have an amazing life. Along with any other kids I have.

Along the way of finding myself I did remember a few things from when I was a child. One I wanted to be famous, in my own way. Two I wanted my own family. Three I wanted to make history. So far now being 31, I have my own family, I have become famous in my own way. Now I just have to make history. I have been writing reviews for random places and things. I have successfully gotten 34.1K followers on TikTok. Back in 2021 I had 35 or 36K, but I did stop posting shortly after I met my man. Not just because I met him, but because someone stole my mic and ring light. It depressed me enough to stop making TikToks. I lost followers because of me no longer posting. As of January 1st, this year I was shockingly able to retrieve my information and was successfully able to start posting again. Except of course now the government owns it and it's not the same TikTok anyone remembers because well it's the government. They ruin everything.

With all of that being said I think I'm going to finish this blog up. I basically gave you guys some new and old information. I also caught you guys up on what's been going on in my life. For those of you that have stuck around. Thanks! For those of you who are new be sure to check out some of my old blogs. If you're interested. For those of you who made it this far message me and let me know what y'all think! The song choice for today is "Truth Comes Out by Willyecho". It's the perfect song for my current path in life. I can't wait to see what this year has in store for me and my family. I'll do my best to keep you guys more updated! Have a great month!

As Always, here's to hoping!

Signing off,

DJ Amblissity