Babies

   Hey gang! Welcome back to another day in the world of Amblissity! Today we are going to talk about babies. Yes, babies. Not just your typical, child. Everyone my age is having babies. One, twins, triplets. I'm ready for that, but honestly I'm scared. I'm afraid if I end up pregnant, my kid will turn out exactly the way my life did. Because no one wanted to stay in it. Everyone wanted to come into my life and ruin it.

    I got called by the police the other day. I was scared to call back. I got scared about telling the truth again. I just can't do that. I'm planning on calling back on Monday though, because I deserve this happiness in my life. My life sucked growing up. Not gonna lie. I got raped, I went through lots of elementary schools. Nothing ever stayed settled for me. My life has always been all over the place, but

 since I've been with my fiance for 5 almost 6 years. He and I have shown to each other that no matter what happens. We will always be there for each other to get through whatever problems we have. I love my fiance. We are a very honest couple. Not many relationships have that. At home he's the boss, but out in public... I'm the boss.

    So I can finally finish this story. I have finally talked to another fan 😍 I told my newesy fan that I blog and she said she'd check it out. Now I'm excited. I can finally continue my story. For the past couple weeks I've been having dreams and seeing pregnant woman everywhere. My best friend told me one time that when you know someone who is pregnant. I couldn't figure it out. So I finally found out my best friend might be pregnant. I mean I know she has a son already. But she might be pregnant again. I'm so happy for her. Me I'm not even sure that I can get pregnant. It's crazy to know that I've been trying for a few years already. But couldnt. I was always stressed out because I had so much on my mind. Everything I've typed to up to this point. As in today. Anyways, I've been working almost everyday since I've been typing again. Let me tell you how much it feels good to get so much off of my shoulders. It feels great! 

    So today's song is going to be about babies, kids, and to all the newborn and unborn kids. What the hell this is for all the mom's. I watched Bad Mom's last night. Great movie if you get the chance to watch it. Tonight I'm watching Bads Mom's Christmas. I'm also dying my hair. So for all the mom's in the world. Let's do Justin Timberlake. 90s and up including younger love him. I mean check out selfie kid, if you haven't already. Justin Timberlake is hella hot. He should have sexiest man this year. J/S. I grew up a 90s kid, and I watched all of the 90s shows that we're upbeat. I was obsessed with nsync and backstreet boys. 

 I'd rather have our next generation growing up with positvity, rather than negativity. Like no offense the last generation. We are the next generation and it's best if our kids grow up, with no bullying, no discrimination, no judgement, no rape, not being hurt. It's our time to change all of that. It has to start somewhere. So if you read my blog. Think of this when you're having your kids. And older parents. If you're 20-30 year olds stick around home 24/7 they will go crazy. Let them explore the world. Don't have them in. They will have family, that's it. But I don't know about some people my age but family members period, drive me nuts. My biological parents are the only ones I like because they aren't like everyone else. They are themselves. They managed just fine. I love them. As for the rest of the world. It's hard to meet nice people. If you are starting a job or even if it's your first job. You will make it just fine in this world. You just have to figure out what works for you. I tried to find a job that I'm finally happy with. I love this job. I've been through 14 jobs to finally pick the perfect job. If you have ever seen Undercover Boss. I love that show. I feel like that's what I've been through but with tons of jobs.

   If Undercover Boss ever comes back on TV. I really feel that Amazon should be on that show, that's the worst job I've ever worked at. They don't even care about their people. Especially the one I'm around. If someone new starting out at a first job. I highly suggest you come see me, because I'd be able to run a business. One day I'd love to own a Steak and Shake. I'd hire everyone I have worked with from all of my 14 jobs plus this one I'm at. Alot of nice people that I have met. That would love working at Steak and Shake. There are a few that I met that got tired of the job. I mean certain customers absolutely. But the people, the pay, the work, the steadiness. It's got everything I can work with. 

  So this is all I got for today. Go check out some Justin Timberlake, Can't stop the feeling. Let me know what you think. Until next time, here's to hoping!

-DJ_Amblissity