Heartbroken 💔 Mind Shattered 😥

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       Hey Gang! Welcome back to a night with Amblissity. Well tonight has been a hard night on me. I feel like my heart has been ripped outta my chest, so many freaking times. So I had this dream about two years ago. With this blue eyed guy. Well... I called him the blue eyed dream, because I had no idea who he was. When, then I met this blue eyed guy. I thought to myself. I don't know why, but I feel like this is the guy I'm meant to be with. Well, I was so far wrong. Once I had seen this one thing. I felt like my heart was ripped straight outta my chest, and someone smeared the blood all over my face. I don't know how to feel. I mean other than heartbroken. It seemed like he was a nice guy, but I heard all these things about him. He didn't seem like that type of guy. But boy was I wrong! So I'm gonna do my best to not even mention it.      So moving on from that, I was down at Rezk's and there was this guy, who kept walking past the window. He even walked past with a flower bouquet. I thought to myself, "Well, whoever he's getting those for is one lucky lady. That's if they were going to a woman." Rezk's has been my hangout spot. I'm currently at a standstill though, because I've had alot going on. My heart wants to fall backwards, and deal with all the abuse I've already dealt with. Cause it's what I'm used to. I'm so stupid, but I don't care anymore. I just want to be loved. I just need a man who's gonna help me financially and be there for me when I need a shoulder to cry on. I just want attention 😭. All woman want attention, but most end up abusing that attention by going crazy. I guess, that's what men want now a days. Except I'm not that kinda woman. I'm classy, old fashioned, very apologetic, extremely kind hearted. But it seems like no one wants to see that. I don't want to bounce around guy to guy! I just want to settle! I'm just over men! They are so sickening! I have yet to meet a man who is nice on the inside and outside, doesn't cheat, or have multiple women. I'm this close, 👌, to going backwards. My heart is just tired. I've been in such a depressed mood, and I just 😭. I can't take it anymore.      So putting all that aside, my new friend and I have been having good conversations, and hanging out. Got noticed even more, still trying to make history, become somebody. At least I still have my identity 😂😅.       Bruno Mars is my artist today. Whichever song you want! I'm choosing him, because everything about Bruno is what I'm looking for in a man. Which is rare to find these days, so someone's told me. But that's all I've got for you guys tonight. I'm just gonna go cry myself to sleep. Cause that's all I seem to be doing lately, but my tears aren't for me tonight. They are for everybody else. I can no longer cry for myself, because I have a heart, but at the same time it's not there. It's like someone else is holding it, and slowly crushing it.    So as always be sure to check out our artist for today. Bruno Mars! As always, Until next time! Here's to hoping 🤞! -Amblissity 😎 🤑🤞 👥 

P.S. I may have a new and upcoming artist on my blog next time. If answers are answered correctly. He's on SoundCloud.